3 Things I Learned in 2005

The title is deceiving becuase there is alot I learned in 2005 but the 3 things that I am going to talk about happen in the last 6 months, and as I get older my memory is fading :).

#1: I learned that I can care for someone but if the relationship takes a turn for the worse, I learned I can walk away. I typically am the one being left in a relationship, so to learn that I could do the leaving was liberating. To have enough faith in myself even with the hurting that the protect yourself mechanism kicked in. That I thought enough of myself to recognize I was in a position I didn't want to be and to make the decision to leave was important to me.

#2: I learned that there are men out there that will posess the qualities I am looking for. Ok most of the qualities, he sort of lacked the quality of wanting me. But hey, I am very picky so I decided this was a good thing.

#3: I learned that there are men out there that actually want me. Now if I just wanted them in return, I'd be set. But I did learned that I can not longer say no one wants me. So again positive spin.

This is the new more positive me, signing off.